Atropos

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Richard Preston stands on the sea shore, calm and quiet amid the noise and smell of the waves as they wash almost to his feet, and thinks about his life. The decimated carcass of a computer sits quietly near him, half-buried in the sand. And he remembers, and not totally without regret.

For Richard Preston is the smartest man in the world.
And in a way, it is a pity that the scientific community will never be able to use his intellect. Richard Preston's I.Q. is a mere 138, and he holds no college diploma; and yet, for this morning anyway, Richard Preston knows more than anybody alive. But the scientific community will never be able to use Richard Preston's genius or his discoveries, because most of the scientific community has never heard of him, nor will they ever, now.
Richard Preston is the smartest man in the world because he is a computer programmer. And this morning, with one of his programs, running on a cheap home computer, he unraveled the puzzle of one of the world's most fundamental constants. A constant which scientists have been trying to prove, or alternately to disprove, for generations. And Richard Preston has solved this problem, finally and forever, with his computer.

Richard Preston stands on the sea shore, past his small red convertible parked out on the sand, still warm from its last trip. And he thinks. Richard Preston thinks about the fundamental constant he has very conclusively solved, and knows that he can never tell a soul about his incredible discovery.

Richard Preston stands on the sea shore, looking out onto the slowly rolling breakers capped with foam, and he reflects upon his discovery. He remembers the beginning: a simple experiment in computer programming. The source, a small innocuous book on artificial intelligence telling of a simple theory: that a true electronic brain can be made, not from a complex algorithm, but with a few simple rules, self-reinforcing and self-improving, and a computer analogy of growth and development.
That night, Richard Preston went home and typed a short fifty-line computer program. Then, on a whim, he left it running and by very early next morning the program had grown to a total of four million lines and gradually Richard Preston realized that he had created the blindingly fast computer brain that scientists had searched for since 1960.

And so Richard Preston took the next logical step; he asked his computer to prove, or alternately to disprove, a simple question, the basis of all arts and sciences, a question which has influenced the actions of more people over the years than all other factors combined.
The computer mulled over the problem for half a day. And when Richard Preston sat down to his computer after lunch, the computer answered him. In its simple, electronic way, the program delivered a simple, electronic, flawless proof, and presented Richard Preston with a simple, electronic answer.

Richard Preston stands on the sea shore, clutching tightly to his chest the small bottle of sleeping pills which rattles as he slowly closes his eyes to the sunset. This morning, Richard Preston slowly and methodically deleted all traces of the program and its proof from his computer and quietly drove his red convertible to the beach, to the only remaining peaceful spot he could find.
Because Richard Preston knows that his program must never make its way into the public. For Richard Preston created a powerful brain, and asked it a simple question, and received a simple answer, and the wheels of Fate turned on.

Richard Preston wanted to know if God existed.

Richard Preston stands on the sea shore, calm and quiet amid the noise and smell of the waves as they wash almost to his feet, and slumps over in the sand, and carries with him to oblivion the last secret of the Universe.

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Illustrations by Francisco Goya
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